Monday, May 29, 2006

the person who said money cant buy happiness,
never bought himself a good fly rod.

when there is no wind, ROW!

ITS SHOPPING DAY! WHEEEEE

Sunday, May 28, 2006

Tomorrow i've got Chinese O levels.. how am i feeling? well... mixture of apprehension, fear, a speck of confidence and some trust. thoughts of Jesus being with me, Praising Him and the likes run through my mind. the Holy Spirit will be with me tomorrow, then again its always with me wherever i go. God is Good all the time, all the time, God is Good.

Ren

Saturday, May 20, 2006

hellohello! its been so long since i wrote anything. well, not a whole lot of stuff has happened. next week is the last week of term 2. man... its passing so fast... how now brown cow? mid year exams are over too, i kinda screweed up pretty darn bad... well at least its better now than at my GCSE. i know what i have to work on...

went fishing the weekend the exams finished with Jeremy, Jimmy and Ben. the trip report is here. http://www.fishingkaki.com/forum/viewtopic.php?t=18244
i nailed my first 2 peacocks on a gurgler fly, ever! surface takes are so exciting!! its like boof! when he takes the fly.

i've got some new sand for my 4 feet tank which will be planted. will be buying a CO2 system and a light from Carlfsk of arofanatics.com. then i just have to get the basefert, plants and liquid fertiliser and i'm all set to start planting. thats about everythign thats going on. oh yah. got chinese GCSE on 31st may. after that its fishing for 1 week straight! whoohoo! and the planted tank and going to the bird park:). heh. its gonna be a tiring holiday but its gonna be fun despite all the studying and sailing.

Ren

Tuesday, May 09, 2006

u lied to me
u hurt me
but u noe what? i still wanna be ur friend...

Monday, May 08, 2006

life isn't the number of breaths you take in a moment but the moments that take your breath away.


E math exam today, it went alright
physics exam was kinda hard but i could do it.
melanie!! i'm sorry if i said something wrong to you just now. sighx. sorry kae?

Wednesday, May 03, 2006

she loves me
she loves me not

fishie ate the lure
fishie spat my lure out

My friends rock
My friends suck

school is fun!
school has too much stress

my family is nice
my family sucks

its sunny and nice outside
its raining cats and dogs

the rain cools the earth on a warm day
the sun consumes every soul standing exposed to it

my raptor took a bunny
my raptor was killed by a bunny

you've just got a job
you've just been fired


well, today, she said she didnt like me.. oh well.. what to do.. sighx... wonder why.. perhaps i make a lousy boyfriend, perhaps i'm not good enough for her..
hey Jeannette Foo!! werent you looking for this song??

Eagles- Love will keep us Alive

Tuesday, May 02, 2006

happier times

the title says it all

Double hookup on baby GTs with Grandpa
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ACJC Fun O Rama with my ex Schoolmates
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Right to left: me, josh, bren, aqueel, and heath

me dorcas and lydia after 2 hours of trout fishing after dinner.
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Ren

Congratulations!

hey diary.
guess what? Once again, i'm HURT.

Someone said something to me today which was basically like screw off? that was the jist of it. anyway. its the way he put his point accross. it was like dropping my feelings that are made of glass on the floor and letting them shatter to a million pieces then breaking the pieces into smaller pieces.

I looked at the friendship differently after that and i may have gotten a sorry from your darling but... what has been broken has been broken and wont be able to be fixed. think of dropping a glass bowl on the floor. It shatters into many small tiny little smitherines, can it be patched back together again? no, it cant. however, healing does take place over time and i will let go of the hurt. what surprises me is that i thought you were my friend.

I hope and Pray that God will change you. i also pray that he will heal me and we'll be on speaking terms again.

Ps: Desiree! see you soon! its only 4 more weeks.

Goodnight

Ren

Monday, May 01, 2006

so busy! so much work! so much to study, exams coming, igcse levels coming, gotta finish econs coursework.
sigh!
break down and cry!
or jus go fly away

and i think i'm falling sick. ughx!


An Ren